Easter

Well, tomorrow's Easter. It's hard to concentrate on the REAL meaning of Easter, with all the easter egg hunts, finding easter baskets, and the easter bunny (: Tomorrow. Just thinking about it. JESUS DIED FOR ME. why? why would he want to do that? I don't deserve any of this. I don't deserve the be loved by such a wonderful creater. I don't deserve to be cared for. I don't deserve to be one of God's children. But Jesus doesn't care that i'm just some southern little girl with nothing much to do except get through life worshiping my loving savior and giving all the glory to him. He loves me. That's so amazing. I know that i need to have that passion for him. And i pray that as i am worshiping tomorrow God will give me that passion. I want that passion. I want for God to be that center in my life that my world revolves around. I know that i'm not just gonna feel it in a split second, But I know that if i trust him, he will give me that passion for him. I know that Jesus will lead me back to the cross when ever i try to run away from it. Jesus is amazing. Even though i don't have that great passion right now, i know that i should be thankful for him and all that he has done for me (: He has been so good to me even when i take things for granted. He loves me even when i sin and slander, and gossip, and yell at my sisters, and think bad thoughts about others, he still loves me. I need to love him too.

Thank you Jesus for giving your life for me. Thank your for suffering for me because you love me. Thank you that when i don't trust you, and don't listen to you, you are right there to lead me back to the cross. Thank you for not letting me go. I need you jesus. I can't live with out you. Please give me the greatest passion for you. Help me to realize my sin and turn away from it. I know that i can't be perfect but please teach me Jesus.

Matthew 28:6- He is not there; he has risen, just as he said.

Until next time . . .

yay.

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Thoughts.....

Today has been a very hard day... Thoughts running through my head, decisions that need to be made that havent been made yet, and just some private stuff.... As a was sobbing, talking to someone on the phone, i decided to go to my room and read the bible... as a was praying to God to help me find just the right verse in the bible, i felt like God was telling me to look up Proverbs 17:1. So i did, and this is what i found: Better is dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting, with strife.

That was totally a God thing..... it was just the perfect verse that i needed.... I havent been relying or thinking about God lately... I need to change that... not as a "new years resolution" but just change it.... to be a normal thing.... God needs to be at the center of my life. the VERY CENTER...

hope you had a great Christmas

YAY!!!

Tuesday is our LAST day of schooooooooool!!!!! im so exited to get out of school but i know im gonna miss ppl a lot :(


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

MY SISTER IS TURNING 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGSH! maggie is gonna be 16 tomorrow.... i was gonna get into her blog account and post on her blog but she just had to change her password :-/ anyway,

maggie,
happy birthday. i love you so much, and you're such a great sister.... you are such a great roll model and you have such a servants heart... i hope you have the greatest birthday of your life. i love you *TTTTTTHHHHHHIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS* much :) <3

Tagged by Lizzy :)

This is the 5th picture in the 5th file!!!

i tag Andrea, Mrs. Watkins, Kristen Summers, Rachel Driver, and Rachel Ganster