Easter

Well, tomorrow's Easter. It's hard to concentrate on the REAL meaning of Easter, with all the easter egg hunts, finding easter baskets, and the easter bunny (: Tomorrow. Just thinking about it. JESUS DIED FOR ME. why? why would he want to do that? I don't deserve any of this. I don't deserve the be loved by such a wonderful creater. I don't deserve to be cared for. I don't deserve to be one of God's children. But Jesus doesn't care that i'm just some southern little girl with nothing much to do except get through life worshiping my loving savior and giving all the glory to him. He loves me. That's so amazing. I know that i need to have that passion for him. And i pray that as i am worshiping tomorrow God will give me that passion. I want that passion. I want for God to be that center in my life that my world revolves around. I know that i'm not just gonna feel it in a split second, But I know that if i trust him, he will give me that passion for him. I know that Jesus will lead me back to the cross when ever i try to run away from it. Jesus is amazing. Even though i don't have that great passion right now, i know that i should be thankful for him and all that he has done for me (: He has been so good to me even when i take things for granted. He loves me even when i sin and slander, and gossip, and yell at my sisters, and think bad thoughts about others, he still loves me. I need to love him too.

Thank you Jesus for giving your life for me. Thank your for suffering for me because you love me. Thank you that when i don't trust you, and don't listen to you, you are right there to lead me back to the cross. Thank you for not letting me go. I need you jesus. I can't live with out you. Please give me the greatest passion for you. Help me to realize my sin and turn away from it. I know that i can't be perfect but please teach me Jesus.

Matthew 28:6- He is not there; he has risen, just as he said.

Until next time . . .