Easter

Well, tomorrow's Easter. It's hard to concentrate on the REAL meaning of Easter, with all the easter egg hunts, finding easter baskets, and the easter bunny (: Tomorrow. Just thinking about it. JESUS DIED FOR ME. why? why would he want to do that? I don't deserve any of this. I don't deserve the be loved by such a wonderful creater. I don't deserve to be cared for. I don't deserve to be one of God's children. But Jesus doesn't care that i'm just some southern little girl with nothing much to do except get through life worshiping my loving savior and giving all the glory to him. He loves me. That's so amazing. I know that i need to have that passion for him. And i pray that as i am worshiping tomorrow God will give me that passion. I want that passion. I want for God to be that center in my life that my world revolves around. I know that i'm not just gonna feel it in a split second, But I know that if i trust him, he will give me that passion for him. I know that Jesus will lead me back to the cross when ever i try to run away from it. Jesus is amazing. Even though i don't have that great passion right now, i know that i should be thankful for him and all that he has done for me (: He has been so good to me even when i take things for granted. He loves me even when i sin and slander, and gossip, and yell at my sisters, and think bad thoughts about others, he still loves me. I need to love him too.

Thank you Jesus for giving your life for me. Thank your for suffering for me because you love me. Thank you that when i don't trust you, and don't listen to you, you are right there to lead me back to the cross. Thank you for not letting me go. I need you jesus. I can't live with out you. Please give me the greatest passion for you. Help me to realize my sin and turn away from it. I know that i can't be perfect but please teach me Jesus.

Matthew 28:6- He is not there; he has risen, just as he said.

Until next time . . .

yay.

NEW POST COMING SOON

Thoughts.....

Today has been a very hard day... Thoughts running through my head, decisions that need to be made that havent been made yet, and just some private stuff.... As a was sobbing, talking to someone on the phone, i decided to go to my room and read the bible... as a was praying to God to help me find just the right verse in the bible, i felt like God was telling me to look up Proverbs 17:1. So i did, and this is what i found: Better is dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting, with strife.

That was totally a God thing..... it was just the perfect verse that i needed.... I havent been relying or thinking about God lately... I need to change that... not as a "new years resolution" but just change it.... to be a normal thing.... God needs to be at the center of my life. the VERY CENTER...

hope you had a great Christmas

YAY!!!

Tuesday is our LAST day of schooooooooool!!!!! im so exited to get out of school but i know im gonna miss ppl a lot :(


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

MY SISTER IS TURNING 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGSH! maggie is gonna be 16 tomorrow.... i was gonna get into her blog account and post on her blog but she just had to change her password :-/ anyway,

maggie,
happy birthday. i love you so much, and you're such a great sister.... you are such a great roll model and you have such a servants heart... i hope you have the greatest birthday of your life. i love you *TTTTTTHHHHHHIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS* much :) <3

Tagged by Lizzy :)

This is the 5th picture in the 5th file!!!

i tag Andrea, Mrs. Watkins, Kristen Summers, Rachel Driver, and Rachel Ganster

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINKS!

twinkle,

i love you so much.. you are such a great sister. You always make everyone laugh :) you are so cute. You are such a blessing in the way that you are happy and laugh. im so proud of you for getting through this past year and a half .. i love you so much <3

Twink

1 year!

i have been blogging for a year! (and 6 days, i missed it ): )
i hope everyone is doing well...

life has been kinda different since i started kings... good ways and bad. ill start with the bad :)

So in a way i feel that since a started kings it has kinda torn me a way from God a little bit.. AND IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF MY FRIENDS. i choose to do what i do....you guys all know that I AM A DRAMA QUEEN i know... :) and so i can make things a lot more than they need to be and that just makes things worse when something doesnt have to be such a big deal, and then here i come! making it ten times worse... i also have not been spending time reading my bible. which even though i left mine in my friends grandmas car :), its not like we dont have more bibles.... i am the worst of sinners... but i am saved by the grace of God.. The Lord is so good. I always want to be apart of all the drama at school but even though i want to, i shouldn't. i get upset when i dont get what i want, which shouldnt be the case, i should be grateful for what i have


the good part- I love all my friends there... and i love ALL of my friends anywhere :) Just a little while ago i went to my friends house to have a sleep over. And this is just one of the ways God worked in my life as i was there.
I met a girl named Maddie . i found out that her mom has cancer. and of course i started crying, all my friends comforted me. and when ever im upset, my friends comfort me. not just at school, but anywhere. I was able to share with Maddie (actually i dont think i told her that my mom died but she figured it out) my struggles and what it feels like, because of course she could relate. Im so grateful for maddie that she is now my friend and that i know that if i ever have any trouble i can always look to her as an example, also my friend Erica, who also lost her mom from cancer. God puts the people in my life to help me along the way.

God has blessed me so much with such good friends. HE IS SO GOOD! im not perfect. as hard as a try, it will never work. God has blessed me so much. i dont always think about it, but he has. and, my teachers are wonderful!!! i love them :)

here are the lyrics to a song that i really like and i think that when you listen to the music also it makes it better, but the lyrics are the most important part :)

Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

quick post

hello all!

again, im such a loser but i dont know what to post about :-/ someone please!

well off to school for me

Sisto :(

i miss you :(

i love you more though :)

Sisto (Jennie) went to Guatemala for 2 weeks. i miss her :(

i love DIET Dr. pepper

this is my post.... i love diet dr pepper ^_^


now back to school :(

ok ok

ok ok i know i always say "gimme something to post about" but piously guys, give me something to post about :)

picnik :)

so i was just picniking pictures today and decided to put come up :) some arent picniked though. enjoy!

Craig Morgan- Tough

this song is kinda like what my mom had to endure...... My mom was the greatest mom ever.... She never gave up...

She’s in the kitchen at the crack of dawn
Bacon’s on, coffee’s strong
Kids running wild, taking off their clothes
If she’s a nervous wreck, well it never shows
Takes one to football and one to dance
Hits the Y for aerobics class
Drops by the bank, stops at the store
Has on a smile when I walk through the door
The last to go to bed, she’ll be the first one up
And I thought I was tough

Chorus
She’s strong, pushes on, can’t slow her down
She can take anything life dishes out
There was a time
Back before she was mine
When I thought I was tough

We sat there five years ago
The doctors let us know, the test showed
She’d have to fight to live, I broke down and cried
She held me and said it’s gonna be alright
She wore that wig to church
Pink ribbon pinned there on her shirt
No room for fear, full of faith
Hands held high singing Amazing Grace
Never once complained, refusing to give up
And I thought I was tough

Chorus
She’s strong, pushes on, can’t slow her down
She can take anything life dishes out
There was a time
Back before she was mine
When I thought I was tough

She’s a gentle word, the sweetest kiss
A velvet touch against my skin
I’ve seen her cry, I’ve seen her break
But in my eyes, she’ll always be strong

There was a time
Back before she was mine
When I thought I was tough

My mom was so tough.....

New post

i know I always say that ya'll need to give me something to post about but really, there's not that much interesting goin on in my life :) school..... plays..... and more school..... today Abby Friesen came over so that was fun :) and the other day I was with andrea for a little bit so that was good too :) but yah!!! thats pretty much it! I hope everyone is doing well :)

hhhmmm

school- is going pretty good. Except for the fact that it's 1:15 and I just got don't about 15 minutes ago with my reading that's due..... today :) so if you could just pray that I would spend my time wisely, and not choose to hold ever thing for the last minute (esp. reading )

My first performance for the Velveteen rabbit starts Saturday.
and yeah. I haven't been doing anything really exiting lately with school goin on. I've gone to the mall a couple of times :) if you know me, you know that I love you to go to the mall :)

well I hope everyone is doing well.

Adios!
Camille

7 random things about me

7 random things about me are:

1. I love purses :)
2. I love going to the mall
3. I start school tomorrow :(
4. I like to read out loud when Im by my self
5. I like to hang out with friends :)
6. I like the beach
7. I want you to do this if I tag you :)

I know there corny but thats ok :)

I tag: Mrs. Watkins :) Miss Kristen Summers, Lizzy Kroday, Miss Billie, Rachel Driver, Connor, and Garret ( i know some of you have already been tagged so if you have. you dont have to do it :)

Trusting God

Am I trusting God? I need to be..... but am i? well today I called some places to find a book I was gonna read for school... but none of the places I called had it... so I could read this other book.... which is 272 pages long..... or if I could get it... a 1oo and something page book....I know lots of you would probably want to read the shorter one... yeah, thats the one I would pick to.... but i guess God just wants me to trust in him.... I can get the 272 page book done....I just have to trust that God would help me to get it done..... CHEERFULLY :) please pray that I would trust him....

thanks!